the complications

The complications- I don't know what other way to title this. But to let everyone know, this is a channel where I can release my stress, my triumphs, my sorrows, my joys, and my complications. I am the type of person who lets things brush off of her shoulder, and lets things go, the quiet mouse that wishes she was more complicated, who wishes she could be more confident to do what she wants- take on more leadership and bigger roles in situations; to be able to be more confident within myself to stand up for myself and tell people when to stop pushing my buttons; to be able to tell my friends and loved ones how I truly to be able to talk to the man of my dreams in a full on conversation, moves things along with him, and tell him that I think he is perfect for me, and I am perfect for him. What I write in here are details of my life, the emotional side, the most inward side of my life. I know it might be dumb to do this, and it can either be praised or criticized, it doesn't matter to me. All that matters is what I feel, is written, and what I say makes me feel better and carry on with my lifes journey